I used to give lots of public talks and workshops, but these days I much more enjoy chatting and exploring ideas with smaller groups / meetups. I get naturally pretty excited when talking about projects, challenges, and ideas with other hackers and founders.
Overall, it's most important to me that I'm shipping meaningful code that improves some part of some thing - ideally other people's lives. Often this is a small improvement somewhere, but even that's quite pleasant! Every experiment, exploration, and learning should drive towards superpowers to ship quickly and consistenly.